i cook ok!

since my mum outstation, so i have to do some of my mum's work. im not that kind of cleaner, but im a cooker. love to cook. so, after i finished my ofis hour.. i rushed back home and stop at the mini market. planning nk masak udang merah. but ive changed it coz the price of the prawns per kilo was way too expensive than at market. so, i switch to, urm..let try again. ikan kerisi asam pedas. ehehe.. i have no idea why do i try to cook dat dish. ayah dont like it. its ibu's fav. at home, i make asam pedas rebus (not like melaka's lah...) kerabu tomato, bendi rebus, n ikan goreng. huh.. i dunt even touch the asam pedas.. coz i have my favs ma... try to call my mum before i cook it, but she's not pick up the called. dowh~ so, i have to try my best preparing the menu. ahah~ quite ok lah.. for first try at home. but i dont even eat it. jemput-jemput makan...

sakit otak~

lg berapa hari nk habis sethn bekerja. gaji pun da naik bln 10 aritu. borang lnpt pun da smpai. hah, perah otak lah nk buat lnpt. adeh~tak sanggup nk menipu neh. aku tak tau apesal aku cuak sgt nk prepare borang ni. juz tambah dan adjust skit je dr lnpt thn lepas. tp asal aku keliru semcm nih? dr dulu aku rasa cara penyediaan lnpt aku tak brp nk masuk diakal. tp bos bg A+ jgk. mungkin cara kerja aku pun mmg ditetapkan. aku pun tak jaga byk tmpt. tp aku ttp keliru dlm penyediaan lnpt nih. submit je borang ni kt bos, lepas satu sesak di dada. pdhal aku punye lah paling senang yang amat.. coz aku kn keje pentadbiran. takde gune ape2 sistem pun. tu yg aku jeles tuh.. coz rutin cam bese. tgk member aku punye lnpt, lg la segan nk taip. buat air dan kemas bilik bos pun nk kire gak ke? pdhal cleaner yg tolong buatkn.lg satu, melayan tetamu bos. adeh...come on lah...itu pun hang nk letak ke? saje nk menambahkn a4 paper. aku nye sekeping je. tak sanggup ar nk tulis yg merepek2.. tp takpe ar..menda tu die yg buatkn. even aku pun de buat, tp itukn arahan dari semasa ke semasa. buat cepat2 dan submit pd bos. lgpun, bos da nk pencen. sila prihatin pd sy..

2010 da nk tiba. sakit otak jgk memikirkan perancangan thn dpn. bile nk cuti, duit nk labur kt mane, mcm mane nk simpan duit, ape nk buat thn dpn, brp byk cuti yg patut diambil, ape yg bakal terjadi~owh..sume memerlukan perancangan yg teliti. penyediaan bg kalendar thn dpn. when can i get my planner? ofis tak bg2 lg planner. susah nk manage.pening pale lg. knp nk merumitkan pale fikir pasal hal ni? owh..sbb aku tak menda lain nk difikirkn. klo fikir masalah duit, rumahtangga, mmg jd sewel aku. klo tak fikir langsung, tak bergerak pulak sel2 dlm otak nih.ohoho...marilah berfikir. ape yg aku nk thn ni, ade yg tercapai ada yg berkecai. harap thn dpn ade sedikit perbaharuan. marilah bercuti ke pulau tioman. yey...


pergerakan sel2 otak: bercelaru

karma VS deja vu

its karma or deja vu

remembering my old days.
i used to be like it.
and now its my turn to face it.
i was hope, what u give, u get back.
but its not like what i experienced now
its like karma.
once it hits me.. damn.. it hurts
i'm sory for those people that i've hurt.
coz im hurts with this called 'karma'.

remembering my old days
now i felt guilty for it.
now i feel it.
and its really pain
now i need all my patience

i'm wondering, will i ever see another sunrise?

buhsan~

bosannye aku kt ofis nih. En R, on off..tak best lak tak de bos. ade bos pun tak best gak. ish~ pg2 layan facebook. rutin2..nk wat keje, alahai~ mkn gaji buta ape aku nih? ohoho.. tak suke ar management kt sini. suasana pun da bosan. nk tukar ke? gilo apo.. colleagues kt sini da ok. juz enviroment membosankn. or, do i need to have vacation? urm~ kang lebur lg duit. ish..bile tak de bos ni, nk direct refer pd sape pun tak blh pandai2. En R pun memandai die je nk minit pd sape2. kang silap, naya..

im listening to dewa19 dis month. layan je lagu berentak sebegini. dgr lagu selimut hati~ mcm nk pkai baju aloha dan menari di tepi pantai. tp takmo pantai pd. pd tak chantek. i want tioman. uhuk..i can feel that the love is in the air. bby, jom pi mandi kolam. eheh~

dpt gak tiup lilin~

sume org da tak men frienster. depa men Fb. cam aku gak.
5 Dec.. indahnya tarikh tersebut. dan hari tersebut akan sentiasa bermain dlm ingatan aku. bday ke 24 aku, unexpected! aku dpt bday kek, blh tiup lilin, de org nyanyi lagu bday utk aku n a present. but most important, lots of surprises! aku suke, aku suke. ape pun, aku sgt suke moment tersebut dan ia buat aku tersenyum~ tQ to aca. it was too much~ never expect it:: its another happy memories in my life. i enjoy it~

nk dekat dah ni~

owh..bahagianye minggu ni. tp aku mcm tak rasa je kebahagiaan tuh. sbb slalu pun, bile expectation aku tinggi, tp bile takde ape2, aku frust menonggeng lalu tertonggeng. makin lame, makin tua aku. tp masih bergetah.. ahah! tak caya sudah. ehehehe... ape la yg aca nk buat? aku suke surprise. die kate die tak prepare ape2. ntah2 die ada prepare.. bweek :P.. aku bkn ar nk mengharap sgt. tetapi beliau sbg teman rapat, paham2 lah ape nk buat. mcm kena beli kek sendiri je. uhuhu.. da lame tak rasa bday ku disambut. owh..12/12 ni maybe akan ade sambutan bday aku bersama rakan2 yg lain. bbQ lg di tepian pantai. mcm confirm je aku pegi. hoho.. aca, beli bday cake utk aku. aku nk tiup lilin ar...!!!

*tak minta kang tak dpt. tp confirm die tak baca ini entri. cess~