Wednesday, September 30, 2009

fired?

tgh elok2 nk update blog, blh loceng kebakaran berbunyi.
wat derk je..maybe loceng rosak. (bese mmg mcm tu)
biar bunyi lame skit.
hp bunyi,..fara called..
'wei, turun la..ade kebakaran.'
aku ni mane nk caye.. coz die suke wat prank call kt aku.
fara tak blh caya sgt..
so, aku grab phone dan wallet..
tinggalkan bos. coz i thought its a prank call.
turun2 mmg betul..
bhgn fara yg terbakar.. byk dosa bhgn tuh. huhu...
'wei, ko tinggalkan bos ko!'...
wargh...aku terlupa nk kendong bos aku..
naik balik, jemput bos, sile turun... sy takkan biarkan bos mati disini.
grab my bags..
even kt ting 8 kebakaran tu, jauh lg nk turun ting 1.. but who knows..
cepat2 turun bwh.. peg ting da kecoh.. oh.. jgn kendong aku.
aku blh turun sendiri..


tiada kemalangan jiwa yg berlaku.-

TQ

yerp..
no other words than this..
thank you
appreciate it so much
its about 2 of us
let us make it better
coz we love each other

to be continue

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

is this worth it?

...........hurm..........
what else I can say
if It still with It's decision
who am I to stop it
even I keep push harder, It never realize
what is wrong with me that make It act like this?
is there sumthing wrong with me?
if im wrong, plz forgive me
I know i've done mistake
but think bout those good things dat we've done
will It realize it?
I hope It will
am I idoit?
begging for It who dont even care bout me anymore?
Should I step back? accepting the truth?
I dont know.. I want to go, but I cant. my legs, cant move
Im freeze.. hope It look at me, hold my hands
"Im not going anywhere. lets go together.. "

I keep tryin to fix it.
but its not worth it.
It never see..
is It blind?
stop begging. coz It will never change anything.
dont look back, coz It wont ever look at you anymore
but I cant.. Im too weak for this
even I said I want too, but plz dont leave
why do we hurting each other, while we still have love
I'm begging you, plz dont leave me, dont leave us
Coz I love you, need you
I still need your presence

Monday, September 28, 2009

laugh at me!

If I could turn back time & fix it.
I wish... I hope
But impossible to turn back time
But it’s possible to fix it
I hope I have the will, there still a chance for me. There still a time.
Why I need to look back?
Coz there's maybe the best for us that we left behind. Who knows?
If I’ll be able to fix it n I know the consequences, I’ll do it.
But learning from the past will make us grown up.
We don’t know what’s in the future?
Yes. Till when?
Who know that maybe if we can turn back time n make it right,
We will not face another same situation...
At least, we've tried till there's no will.

But we've give up in the middle of our journeyif we could try n fight for it.
But, what if it still doesn’t works just like we hope?
If there’s a chance, grab it. Don’t waste it n let it go
We are blind in evaluating
So hard to find the perfect one’s, the one that just right for us
There’s no one perfect in this world, rather than we strive to be the greatest.

Make an effort to complete each other.

i'm already gone.. when?;

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right,
We were never meant for do or die...
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone


Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...

Thursday, September 17, 2009

selamat hari raya semua~


Selamat Menyambut Aidilfitri yang bakal menjelma.
Salah dan Silap, Ampun Maaf Dipinta.
Happy holiday & take Care!

Monday, September 14, 2009

ade sy kisah?

ade sy kisah?
so, awk tak kisah?
ade sy kisah?
orite...then, tak pyh amek kisah.
ade sy kisah?
so, mmg awk tak kisah la ni?
ade sy kisah?
Fine!
- the end of the Kisah -
i can take it from here.
thanks

Thursday, September 10, 2009

sepandai2 tupai melompat, masuk ke dlm coli jgk~

harian metro 9/9/2009

KL, kelmarin kot tp dlm minggu ni la ~ seorang guru taska berusia 21thn nama samaran Timah memiliki seekor tupai terbang. pd satu hari, tupai timah tidak sihat. bile tak sihat, timah bawa tupai nye berjumpa doktor haiwan. di dlm klinik, timah memaklumkan kpd doktor bahawa tupai nye demam kus-kus. lalu, doktor itu mendapat akal. 'mari kite mencube 1 terapi yg amat berkesan (blom terbukti pun keberkesanannye). letakkan tupai tersebut di dlm coli kamu krn bdn tupai kamu sejuk. jd, dgn terapi ini ia dpt memberikan kepanasan kpd tupai kamu' auta doktor tersebut.
timah yg dungu2, lurus bendul spt lurusnye hi way ke selatan, mengikut auta doktor itu. lalu timah membuka baju dan diletakkan tupainye didlm coli nye. doktor yg melihat timah, bkn tupainye, memuji2 keanggunan dada buah timah. mengatakan bahawa dada buah timah cantik dan harus menjaga kecantikkan ni. doktor itu mule memegang2 ,mera**s dan meng**s** (sila isi tempat kosong) dada buah timah. timah yg tersedar akan kelakuan doktor tersebut ( sebelum ni tak sedar plak. maybe tgh feeling kot) terus memakai bj dan ambil tupainye lalu keluar dr klinik haiwan tersebut. timah memaklumkan dan membuat laporan di balai polis berhampiran.
oh, berkaitan tupai timah, tupainye tidak dpt diselamatkan. pihak hospital membuat andaian kemungkinan tupai nye mati kelemasan akibat terlalu panas. setelah membuat laporan, polis telah menahan seorang doktor haiwan berusia 52 thn. kes akan didakwa dibwh akta penderaan dan keseksaan haiwan yg akan diwujudkan.

bernam~

(petikan ini adalah sinopsis dr pembacaan keratan ini di harian metro semlm)

-kesimpulan, timah terbukti kedunguannye. doktor - teori tak blh pkai, pndai hypnosys. tupai - indahnye dunia, RIP.

sekian, terima kasih.


Friday, September 4, 2009

semenjak, 2 menjak nih...

knp die bek je dgn aku nih? mesti die pun da tak larat nk gaduh dgn aku. yg ni aku suke.. sume unexpected. aku suke ^_^. tak mo cite la kt sini. nnt die bangga sambil kembang2 hidung baca entri ni. pastu nnt, die tak buat lg dah. aku plak yg rugi.. hurm.. ala..buat baik mesti la org suke.
terima kasih Tuhan!

aku fikir aku ade beberapa masalah or habit?

satu : urm.. suke cari masalah. pdhal, klo aku tak tanye, mesti takde menda punye. aku suke cipta satu masalah yg tidak berkaitan. tp aku seorg pempuan yg fikir jauh.. mestila byk tanye.. aku pun kdg2 fikir, knp aku tak pandang yg ade skrg? ape yg berlaku skg? yg akan dtg sume ketentuan. dan kite tgk je.. ish.. ni yg payah. coz aku takut.. takut jd yg bukan2. klo yg hepi2, bestla. klo yg buruk..... diri sendiri jgk yg tanggung.

dua : mesti nk gaduh. tak leh hidup aman dan gumbira. hahaha.. yg ni aku pasan jgk. 3hari baik, 1 hari gaduh, 3 hari baik, 1 hari gaduh.... mcm berjadual plak. nasib bek die paham. tp aku tak paham ape dlm pala die. die pun tak paham ape dlm pala aku. sbb kite takde sixth sense. kite bkn mcm professor xmen yg blh baca mind org len. atau star kt dlm Heroes tu. so, aku men tembak je la dgn berbagai pertanyaan. pkr ni berkait dgn atas. mule2 tanye, pas tanye tak puas hati dgn jawapan, gaduh... ya.. pas gaduh, pujuk... urm..yg ni i suke. klo dua2 tak beralah, sambung gaduh lg. smpai next week... pastu cari pempuan@laki len.. pastu gaduh lagi.. pastu, mesti aku jgk yg kena.. ciannye ko azie.. hahahaha... pengalaman, pengalaman.. dua2 keras pale. nk je hantuk pale dua2..

aku suke cari pasal dgn die, sbb die suke cari pasal dgn aku. padan muke kami. aku tak suke perangai die bile, die nk aku dgr ckp die, tp die sendiri tak blh nk dgr ckp aku.. tu yg nk membebel je tuh. pdhal, sume tu utk kebaikan die. pndai ckp aku, pdhal die pun same. plz, ukur baju di bdn sendri br nk minta aku dgr ckp ko. pdn muka die dpt makcik yg kuat membebel. muahaha.. ala.. die pun same jgk. naik bernanah telinga aku dgr.


* i've made up my mind plz dont take us for granted. i want the best for us.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

jadi ke tak jadi?

hajat di hati nk terminate blog aku ni. tp syg.. coz ade org lg syg kt blog aku nih.. hehehe. baru baca la tuh.. eleh...

semlm je aku da stat karang diary. baru sehelai. hek2... penat tangan menulis. ntah brp lame leh tahan. mesti 2,3 helai je. hak2..

hurm...minggu lepas minggu paling sukar utk aku. da la dgn condition yg tak brp selesa, dgn mcm2 masalah yg aku cipta sendiri. pdhal, klo aku tak amek port pasal hal tu, confirm aku takde masalah. tp sumenye bermula pd diriku. setelah mengikuti sesi brainwash..pastu disekolahkan plak selama 3jam. aku mule kire campur, tolak, bahagi, darab = pendirian aku sendiri, tetapkan hati. aku fikir aku da dpt jwpan dan aku nk jwpan aku tu berbaloi.

last friday berbuka puasa dgn ain n husband die. ain dgn harapan dtg dgn aca tau. jgn dtg sorang2. (baru pasan mesej ko kt emel) mcm lawak je aku baca ayat die... ala, klo aku dtg sorang, bkn aku yg nk dtg sorang. aca tu yg nk dtg sendiri. sib bek dah OK. klo tak, mmg aku dtg sorang la. da la tak tau jln. confirm tak smpai2.. dan ketika itu aku kenal hubby ko ain. br jumpe da blh brainwash kami plak. adeh..br semlm kena, arini kena lg. rugi duduk depan die.. ces ar~da mcm sesi kaunseling. ape yg penting, pempuan ni nak pujuk.. Ya..sila amek perhatian mengenai ayat tersebut. understanding.. yg ni mmg susah nk paham. wpun aku ckp, aku paham. kahwin.. sabor2.. thanks to both of u. buka skit mata aku dgn aca. hopefully la.. aca pun da takmo gado2 lame2 dgn aku. eheh..sweetnye beliau. sweet tgk korang.. bile la nk mcm korang.. hm..sabor2. kami sedang berusaha.
 
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