is this worth it?

...........hurm..........
what else I can say
if It still with It's decision
who am I to stop it
even I keep push harder, It never realize
what is wrong with me that make It act like this?
is there sumthing wrong with me?
if im wrong, plz forgive me
I know i've done mistake
but think bout those good things dat we've done
will It realize it?
I hope It will
am I idoit?
begging for It who dont even care bout me anymore?
Should I step back? accepting the truth?
I dont know.. I want to go, but I cant. my legs, cant move
Im freeze.. hope It look at me, hold my hands
"Im not going anywhere. lets go together.. "

I keep tryin to fix it.
but its not worth it.
It never see..
is It blind?
stop begging. coz It will never change anything.
dont look back, coz It wont ever look at you anymore
but I cant.. Im too weak for this
even I said I want too, but plz dont leave
why do we hurting each other, while we still have love
I'm begging you, plz dont leave me, dont leave us
Coz I love you, need you
I still need your presence