Wednesday, April 29, 2009

~ur not alone~

bella, don be so depressed n don feel alone~it will kill u~n u're not alone~i'm here for u~stop thinking bout the past~stat thingkin bout me~and keep it on~i will light u up~the way u light up my life~my little 'firefly'~i will always there for u~if u need shoulders to cry on~im here~i will tender u~cry as much as u can~let it out~tell me everthing bout u~shared wit me all ur fierce~coz i cares for u~n u deserves it~don do stupid stuff~appreciate my appearance even im new in ur life~if not, what am i standing rite next to u~don think about it anymore~let it go~don let it makes u down~keep on smiling dear~coz i will come to u wit lots of smile~hold on to me~i'll light up the gloomy 'firefly'~



dearly, thanks for being there for me~appreciate it so much~never thought that out there, still have sumone who really cares~and do cares bout me~am afraid of being losed~ n don wanna it happen again~ but i'm amazed by ur words~ u tendered me~n i feel calm when u rite by my side~ u need me as the way i need u~eventhough it still look blurry~ but u always convinced me~will u treat me rite? ~will u sacrifices for me the way he does?~will u appreaciate me?~





sis, don let it down u~ u still have dearly~forget bout the past~his nothing~if he cares, why do he have to do this to u~ juz forget bout it~ stat a new life wit sumthing new~ give dearly a chance to light up ur life~ give him a space~in ur life~ don hate the past~ coz u will hate urself~ losing is normal in our life~ each relationship, don always get along~take him as sweet memories~ that u will never forget~ apply it into ur new life~ this is part of ur life ~ appreciate wat had happen~ eventhough not now~ maybe 3-4 years will it be?~ ur faith has been written~ try to accept it~ maybe he's not the chosen one~ n the one n only for u is the one in front of ur eyes rite now?~ who knows~ appreciate who cares~ juz let the past go~ i know u can forget it~ u can, coz its up to u~ im still here for u~ u can count on me~ the way frens should be~



lil sis, thanks for being there for me~ appreciate so much~ i will try~ but i don know when the pain will cures~ it really killing me inside~ u know who i feel for the past~ i will never forget all the good memories~ its to deep inside me~ somehow, i have to let it go~ i juz don know y?~ questions keep on playing in my mind~ its not fair for me~ ive done nothing wrong~ it was so cruel~



my past, what makes u think when u dumped me~ why?~ coz of urself?~ how have we been along?~ 6 months?~ shit!~ u juz don know what is the meaning of appreaciation~ u don cares bout me~ if yes u do knows, u will not acting stupid~ i will try to accept the fact that we are not meant to be together~ rite now, it really hurts for me~ i know u don feel anything~ u've being so cruel~ u r not the one i knew~ u totally changed~ until i cant changed ur decission~ thanks for being wit me for these years~ u will always be inside me~ but somehow, i will try to get rid u of my life~ i will try living without u~ coz there's sumone out there who cares for me~ at that time, plz, don come back to me~





2 comments:

ayie said...

Tarik Napas... Lepas... ulang 10x pastu dok dendiam.. xyah pk².. bunge bukan seeko, kumbang bukan sekuntum.. Mungkin,....... tunggu penjelasan lanjut pada episod akan datang..

Bella said...

nk mencari tu yg payah... nk melupakan pun satu hal... cinta ni menyusahkan bile jadi mcm ni... sumtimes dreams dont come true

 
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