i had a broken heart~

this is hurt.. today i cried loud. so many tragedy happen to me.
im so down.. juz now before mahgrib, i saw my kitten facing death.
i;ve promised him that i will get him to doctor. but i keep on delayed.
today before went to work, ive said, i will take you to veterinary tomorrow. coz im off day tomorrow.
but i was late. and im totally regret bout it.
his sickness is getting worst. juz now i came back to home. he look fine. but i juz dont realize, that he is totally sick. n hurt inside.
i am so sorry.. when that time, i saw he look at me...
i tell him to hold on. i'll bring you tommorow to clinic.
but death cant wait him anymore. they juz took of his life. and im regret.. keep in guilty..
im so sorry... i juz keep thinkin bout ur eyes.. i can see ur pain.. im so sorry.. i was late..
i was thinkin that i can keep you. but its not ur faith to be with us. we are sorry for not taking good care at you.. we are sorry..
rest in peace~

we love you memen~


i still cant rid out this guilty feel inside..